From 200 books to 200 registers

On Friday, March 3rd I passed my comprehensive exams. Aimed at providing a solid background for future research and teaching, the ‘comps’, as they are fondly called, involve reading about 200 books over a period of 9 months. I averaged one and a half books a day towards the last few weeks of reading. While I had a healthy attitude towards the exams in the beginning, towards the end I totally freaked out and reached rock bottom somewhere at the end of January. I couldn’t eat or sleep properly, I cried for no reason, I was convinced my academic carreer was over before it even started. They would finally discover what a big fraud I am… “If I can pass this” I thought “research and writing my thesis will be no problem”.

Maybe I spoke too soon. Or maybe things haven’t changed that much. Or maybe we need to convince ourselves, in a graduate program, that the next stage will be easier in order to move on.

I’m now doing my research. Instead of two hundred typed books I need to read two hundred manuscript books (chancery registers). Instead of modern English, French or Spanish I now have to read highly abbreviated Latin and medieval Catalan and Aragonese.

Suddenly, I miss the comps…

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Author: guerson

Born and raised in Brazil, a Canadian stole my heart and took me to Canada in 1999. After seven years between Montreal and Toronto, we then moved to Barcelona, Spain, where I did research for my PhD thesis. This blog began as a chronicle of our adventures while living in Barcelona and exploring the old world and has acquired a life of its own after we moved back to Canada.

6 thoughts on “From 200 books to 200 registers”

  1. At least you’re not suddenly bursting into tears yet. I know you’ll get over this hurdle like you did the comps. I just wonder at what point will you realize you’re not a fraud.

  2. I can imagine it is a pain to read these documents sometimes, but the handwriting looks very nice. How many years ago were these written? I hope your search for the right information is succesful? Just keep going Alex!

    Best, HD.

  3. I have to admit it is way more fun than reading books for the comps but it’s also more unnerving. I really don’t know what I’ll do with all of these docs when I get back… I guess that’s what writing is all about ;)

  4. Congratulations Alex. You are now set to breeze through those fascinating old documents. Have a clara or cava from me to celebrate.

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